happy thanksgiving

i'm thankful for Dylan, Marco, mom and dad and all of my friends and family! i am truly blessed to have you all in my life!!

6 years

marco and i just celebrated 6 years of being together. its been hard, its been wonderful! he takes great care of dylan and i, he is an amazing man. i don't think he gets the credit he deserves sometimes. he has stepped in as an amazing father figure to dylan, he has helped me grow in to a better woman, mother and girlfriend. i'm blessed to have him in my life.
i used to party all the time. now i am responsable (for the most part, lol) and my priorities are where they are supposed to be, marco helped me change for the better so i can be a better mother to dylan.

today is our anniversary! here is a picture of the ring that he gave me, which when he gave to me was totally romantic.  these other pictures are taken on saturday when we celebrated!
i love my babe!

balance

its been quite a few days, my son's dad moved to another state so i get my son full time. i also have my "step daughter" who just moved in today.
these are going to be tests in my patience and sanity. i love my son and i think this will be ok, however it will be difficult having a teenager in the house.
my boyfriend is very supportive and he has a lot of strength. it will be hard to handle a teenager with all of his endevors.
i know things will be ok, i just have to breath and turn to what makes me happy.
what makes me happy you ask, playing games on my computer, doing make up. a so i need to stick to that to get me thru the hard times. then when my boyfriend is available to keep me company, computer games will turn off and make up will be put back because i am happy when i am with him. then when my son isn't in school or tkd i will cuddle with him cuz that makes me happy. i love playing with my dogs and i will eat my candy!

so then you will see, there is my balance.

                    my life right now